Jade Time

Now this isn't my usual type of blog, I'm not pounding you guys with uncontrollably undiluted emotions..... I really just want to use this space and time to give a shout out to all those who are in love, whether it is just new and exciting or old and stronger, either way its something definitely worth mentioning. Just being around people who are in love for the first time is just contagious.... you sit with them and you get the butterflies as well, you notice how the smile reaches their eyes and how adults reduce to kids right before your eyes and try to control a fit of giggles. I would know because I've been there, and every time I meet someone new, it always feels that way. The difference between when you hear from them and when you don't is quite stark... its like one minute your relaxed and calm and the next minute your completely losing it and almost hyperventilating.


The whole process for me still baffles me, I mean no matter how many times you experience it, when it comes round you still can't predict how it will turn out, its like all logic is gone. Things that you would have out right thought stupid and irrational just seem like the one thing that feels right. I mean out of love and on a good day I'd like to think I'm a completely sensible and logical person, but in love, in love the lines that define me gradually fade and my colours no longer have boundaries, they all just sip out and mix together.Its annoying but you can't help smiling, its sometimes painful but you can't help feeling good. Isn't it crazy the way love changes everything? Like 3D glasses everything just looks a whole lot cooler, that one person just grows right in front of you. That annoying odd crooked smile becomes the only thing that you can define as a killer smile. The missing tooth at the bottom you claim gives the smile character.....the droopy eyes are the most capturing things you've ever seen! And what would you do with out that limp on every second step! Or the smell of his breath, one you have now grown accustomed to. Everything about that person now all of a sudden has a reason to be liked.


The desire and lust that comes after the love is a different story all together! I mean if you wanted them before, after the love, want is no longer adequate enough to define what you feel. Its a physical attraction so strong that its almost not even physical anymore.....I mean it just can't be! The sheer passion is sometimes too uncontrollable for just the one body to handle....you feel the need to evacuate your body and just watch it from the outside. The need to be in the other person or to have the other inside of you feels like flame little flames licking your skin....teasing and hurtful all at the same time. If you could open yourself up and swallow the other you would. Just thinking about it.....it really does go past any materialistic thing, its not about looks or stature or styles....the way that other person is becomes YOUR 'turn on', it becomes your swagger.You soon find yourself saying it out loud! when people ask what does it for you you find yourself describing him/her. At that stage you know your screwed.


I am not going into anymore details, this isn't a lecture of any type and has nothing to do with my opinions, its just a shout out to all those who have found their definitions of love and are fearlessly and shamelessly embracing it....shout out cuz y'all are the REAL brave ones....I salute you all!